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i tend to disappear at random times | i do before i think | i embrace challenges | i don't blame others for my sadness | i create my own happiness | chaos is my best friend | loving nanny | i'm a simple bebra | inspired to create | FEATHER FAIRY | old soul | Capricorn | in an interstellar burst, back to save the universe

Monday, January 31, 2011

::Like A RIOT:. I have to run away to find myself.:.

the tragedy of life is not that it ends so soon 
its that we take so long to begin...
 


Here's to the crazy ones. The misfits. The rebels. The trouble-makers. The round heads in the square holes. The ones who see things differently. They're not fond of rules, and they have no respect for the status-quo. You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify, or vilify them. But the only thing you can't do is ignore them. Because they change things. They push the human race forward. And while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius. Because the people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world, are the ones who do. Jack Kerouac

SOULHAPPY 

you're the only song I want to hear
a melody softly soaring through my
atmosphere. 

hotness.
 

girl put your record on.

play me your bongo drums.

from the window.

play me your favorite song.

i wanna fly away.

beyond wonderful.

this week is going to be soooo busy!
nanny monday morning/afternoon
schoool til 2:25 then nanny in nashville @ 3 (ahh!) tomorrow
nanny wednesday morning/work
schooool til 2:25 then nanny @ 3:30
work
work work
work
BOOOOO!!!!
spending $125/week in gas SUCKS!!!!!!!!!
but it's okay because i love my life.
<3<3lvemch

Sunday, January 30, 2011

I am so thankful for this weekend because...

i re-met some really amazing people and bonded with old friends all weekend & it was so much fun. this weekend was really special and it really makes me think about life and who i am currently surrounding myself with and who i need to be surrounding myself with. i love real people who aren't fake and always look on the bright side. at times when i was really flustered about something, just a simple reassurance that it was going to be okay was all i needed and i usually don't get that from people. two fresh was really fun last night, and even though it was $20 i guess it was worth it! i love my house on blair and i love friends in nashville but i'm ready to get out of here- i'm not gonna miss out on anything, the only thing i'm missing out on is life, and that's what i'll be doing if i stay in nashville. but i am blessed to have a good roommate, an awesome house with an awesome location!

Friday, January 28, 2011

Is This the Kinda Sound That You Wanna Hear?

soooo, i guess it's been a couple days since i have written anything down at all besides in school! i've been busy, busy with nannying/school/work.. but i love getting back into the school thing because it makes me feel like i'm doing something good for my future! also, nannying non-stop prepares me for my future as well. & working at hot spot has taught me that boredom can get the best of you and make you go CRAZY that's why i'm writing... because i have absolutely nothing else to do & i am soooo bored!!!
I just made this, I was really bored :)
SOO TONIGHT IS THE NIGHT!
.::Papadosio::Arpetrio::FRESH HATS TIGHT BEATS::.
 @ 12th & Porter!
January 28.2011

THIS IS SOOOOOO FUNNY!!!!!!!

Thursday, January 20, 2011

Friday, January 14, 2011

venting>>astrological signs chaos!

Facebook has been overloaded by simpleminded status updates concerning the "Change of Astrological Signs" & it's starting to thoroughly annoy me.. if you are so concerned with your sign changing, do some research and actually learn about Astrology &/or Astronomy. it's so interesting and so beautiful. Thankfully to this foolish (yet legitimate) astronomer, the world now thinks that the sign you were born under and the sign you have followed your whole life (if you have followed your sign), is wrong>> FACT. this has been known & understood for THOUSANDS of years by Astronomers AND Astrologers...
It all began with this "legit" astronomer (who by the way, doesn't even believe in Astrology) when he was interviewed on TV (first problem). ALL he said was "the sun is not really passing through the constellation, or astrological 'sign' that one would think." 

and so it begins.... COME ON PEOPLE! the sun has been drifting for more than 2,000 years so why after this goofy scientists tells you something is wrong, you jump on it and FREAK OUT!  All of you should study Hipparchus, an ancient Greek Astrologer who had huge impact on Astrology and discovered many things concerning the universe. 
The Precession of the Equinoxes is the phenomenon of the moon causing the earth to "wobble" on it's axis & for the past 2,000 years, it's been doing just that. SO THEY HAVE ALWAYS, ALWAYS BEEN WRONG. you probably weren't born under the sign you thought you were, but that's OKAY! Due to the fact of GRAVITY, the earth wobbles on it's axis. & since 600 B.C., the precession has moved the actual position of the sun against the background constellations about a month out of synch.

for all the people still not catching on, close your eyes and imagine a circular room with 12 pictures hanging on the wall.. each picture represents a constellation.. the sun is at the center of the room & the earth (you) orbits around it. as the earth orbits around the sun, the sun appears to move in the opposite direction parallel to the pictures in the background. after one year, the sun seems to have moved through the full circle of pictures (the 12 constellations of the zodiac). the sun is always, always sits against a backdrop of stars and constellations (you obviously can't see the stars in the daytime because the sun is too bright, but they are always there). 

There are many types of traditions of Astrology, Western is the one that most of us use, it's the mainstream. & western astrologers zodiac starts in whatever constellation the sun happens to be in on the vernal equinox (first day of spring). they only saw that as a year went by, the sun moved along a celestial trail called the "ecliptic," slipping through a series of 12 constellations. 

back to Hipparchus, who figured out in 134 BC (NOT 2011 AD) that the astrologer's celestial frame of reference was moving. The spinning Earth wobbles slowly around it's axis because of the gravitational tug of the moon.. the wobble rotates in a 25,800-year cycle that gradually pushes the vernal equinox westward around the sky, throwing off all the zodiac's original dates. since 600 BC, it has moved about 36 degrees around the zodiac... that's like a month.

OH AND ANOTHER THING.. Ophiuchus is NOT A NEW SIGN! it was part of the ORIGINAL constellation chart and was thrown out around 300 B.C. to "make the constellations even."

SO.. if you are like me, and you believe that the stars and planets have a connection with human life, then you don't need to know which constellation the sun was really in on your birthday. Look into the "Tropical Zodiac," which means they start their celestial year from the vernal equinox and call it Aries, no matter where the sun really is among the constellations. According to some astrologers, the actual position of the starts and constellations don't matter anymore, their names are used as a matter of convenience (also keep in mind they are based on MYTHOLOGICAL characters used for storytelling). so maybe the real question is... 

what came first, the stars or the zones?

much love.

Sunday, January 9, 2011

GREEN>>>BLACK

ello world.
...it's been soo long! this is what's new...

i'm 21!, my new found obsession is Rebelution, the WAKARUSA artist lineup is out & it's beautiful, christmas break is winding down to an end and i'm about to start school and double/triple nannying!, i got some loves back in my life, i started saving my money, i am learning how to spend my money more wisely, verizon wireless is having a news press conference on tuesday and they are supposedly going to say when the iPhone is coming out!, i had an amazing birthday, i had a wonderful new years spent with Punkin, Mark gee, and new friend, Griff, and ZOOGMA, of course & all the darlings that come along with them :), i have been babysitting a lot... 

she wakes up every morning, thoughts weighing heavy on her mind
she's hoping today will be a better day than the ones behind
she's having some trouble getting going, from the feat she's paralyzed
she puts her face into her hands and she cries
no reasons to live, more reasons to die
at least that's what she feels inside
will she ever find the courage to change 


do you feel the sound? it's coming straight through the waves
while the music from the earth keeps us sane
i'm feeling that herb when the sun hits my face
you create your mind so make your mental space
much respect to all the people thinking green
not just the color but the message in between
here's a mental weapon that you'll use frequently
to stop evil people and end their beliefs
well mr tough guy he fights physically
when all the people really need is some peace
it are these moments we turn to our weed
it never caused no death no disease.

i love rebelution! music is so beautiful. it captures so many elements and brings so many people together. it can express what so many people are thinking and feeling. it helps me get through a lot because what this person is singing about is what i'm feeling so i'm not the only one feeling it. there are so many different styles of music and so many different humans that have different tastes that fit into the different types. you might not like what i like, but i'm sure there is something we could find that we both enjoyed. there's so much stuff out there, you have to explore music, and not just the music that is mainstream or popular, you have to know the history. you need to know who the real stars are who started it all.. stephen foster, frank sinatra, chuck berry, ray charles, the rolling stones, the beatles, bob marley, jimi hendrix, janis joplin, bob dylan... history is the key in learning about your future. EMBRACE IT!

the function of music is
to release us from the
tyranny of conscious thought. 

music is what feelings sound like.

and i leave you with this.......



LOVES!