I need direction. I need motivation. I need dedication. I need guidance.
i know that the struggle is part of the story... but what if the struggle is the only part of the story. every morning, when i hear those annoying fucking birds chirping that wake me up, i think about all the things that are going to happen over the day. i'm going to wake up, take a shower (maybe), get coffee, drive to Murfreesboro, go to the library, get more coffee, go to my classes, drive home.... then what. I'm so lucky that i have good friends in my life that i can count on. i would be completely lost without the women (and some men) in my life. i am so blessed to have real people in my life. people who are there for me because they want to be, no matter what time, what's going on, where, how they are going to make it better, etc.... i don't know what i would do if i only had friends that come around when they want something from me (and i am EXTREMELY grateful that i can detect who those individuals are).
when i was reading PostSecret today, this really stuck out to me....
the real reason this really stuck out to me is because the website i had just previously been on 5 seconds before i opened up #PostSecret was MTSU's career development department. I am a Sociology major, and a double minor in Media, History, & Culture and Recording Industry. when i graduate (in December), I would like to work with children & women who have been sexually abused. i feel like this might have been a little sign.... thanks, universe.
i've been pretty low lately, and writing in my various journals that are spread out all over the place (my purse, backpack, car, apartment....) has helped, but it's easier to just type it out in class- i'm still listening, i swear......
praise Mother Nature
life's darkest roads will only make your spirit brighter
XXXo.cassanova.xo
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