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i tend to disappear at random times | i do before i think | i embrace challenges | i don't blame others for my sadness | i create my own happiness | chaos is my best friend | loving nanny | i'm a simple bebra | inspired to create | FEATHER FAIRY | old soul | Capricorn | in an interstellar burst, back to save the universe

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

It's gonna be a good day...

& all my homies gonna ride today.

Today has been a pretty good day so far! Had an amazing night sleep last night, and started the day off right with an orange fanta and some cigarettes on the drive in. Had a History 2020 test, and some starbucks. & now I'm sitting in History of American Popular Music, so boring. But now I have time to write!

Halloween was overall a very successful night! Missed out on Dark Star Orchestra, due to Gini not being off work and I had to have my Cruella DeVille with me! So, Honnah, Justin, Alex and their friend, Colby and I just drank and bebra'd at our house until 11ish then went straight to This is Art & Zoogma, which was sickkk. Zoogma brought it hard & so did Art! Mark Gee put on a great show and THANK YOU to everyone who came out and supported live music! I didn't see that many amazing costumes, my favorites were: 
 1. Honnah's JWow. It was hilarious! I gave her a spray tan, super dark! & she got her nails done, french with black tips and a little pink. She had big hoop earrings, a leopard skank dress, bronzer!!, and she just looked awesome. Best JWow for sure!
 2. Cass & Gini's Cruella & Dalamation. We were definitely the cutest ones there! Everyone loved my dalmatian costume, little ears and a tail! & I made an awesome sweatshirt and Gini had the long cigarette filter, the red gloves, the dress. We looked so cute :)
 3. Erynn's Bird. Erynn & I went to Michael's and she bought some feathers and glitter and we made the most amazing wings ever! They were feathery and colorful and sparkly! & the best part is, we get to reuse the wings! They will be awesome for festivals!
 4. Random Girl's Peacock. I saw this girl with this awesome peacock feathered wings and she had a peacock feathered dress on. She looked really good! I thought she made them at first, but then I saw a picture of another girl wearing the same ones, but they were still awesome!
 5. I have to give Mark Gee recognition. His Edward Scissorhands was great. I don't really know what Edward Scissorhands is, but I looked up a picture and it looked pretty good! 
Those were all the costumes that came to mind, I wish I had pictures but my camera data cord is on the way! I can't wait to get my new jacket, camera data cord so I can FINALLY upload my pictures, and a memory card! woo! 

I've got some things to figure out soon. I just don't understand how someone can give so much and not expect anything in return, I guess Love Conquers All. I wish I could say the same for myself, and I wish I could be ready to let love takeover. But, I'm too weak and too selfish to fully commit to the person who makes me the happiest girl in the world. But you can't ignore your feelings, so I've got some things to think about!

peace.love.

life isn't about finding yourself,
  it's about creating yourself.

and I quote...
 if it's not mad, passionate, extraordinary love, it's a waste of time.
  there are too many mediocre things in life- 
  love should not be one of them.

anyone can be passionate,
  it takes real lovers to be silly. 

it is a risk to love.
what if it doesn't work out?
ah, but what if it does. 
            -Peter McWilliams


I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure.
I make mistakes, I'm out of control..
but if you can't handle me at my worst, 
you don't deserve me at my best. -Marilyn Monroe 

"I have so many words, but I have no courage."

   
<<I love you
<<but I don't know what to do.
 Great advice,
If it was only that simple...
xo.

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