FINDING that happy PLACE!

it's been a long time coming...

 & I'm ready to spread my wings & FLY.

it's been a long time since I've been able to say this, but I am single..! It's a good thing and a bad thing. I'm looking at it as... Closing one amazing chapter in my life and embarking on new journeys and beginning a new chapter. The past weeks have flown by, I really really really cannot believe it's already November 21!!!! I just looked @ my phone to see what the date was thinking it was not even the 20th yet. I have a lot to do in the next couple of days. History Research Assignment paper (entails learning more details about the time period in which I am going to interview someone about, interview someone, and then write the outline and the paper and everything.. It's gonna be SUPER fun! I might just sleep in the boro and work on it all day tomorrow in the library, because that's the ONLY place I can get shit done! 

"Until you spread your wings, 

you'll have no idea how far you can fly."

"The higher we soar, 

the smaller we appear to those 

who cannot fly."  

every time I think about you-

I get lost in a world that doesn't exist in reality.

Lately...

I've been a lot happier.

I've become close with awesome people.

I've spent more time on myself.

I've thought a lot.

I've been painting.

I've gone to a lot of live shows.

I've gone on walks.

I've procrastinated on schoolwork more so than ever.

I've been thinking about plans for this summer.

I've been thinking a lot about my birthday.

I've become more open with others.

I've found out some people I thought were my friends really aren't.

I've figured out some of the more important things in life.

I've come more at peace with my decisions.

I have no regrets.

having no regrets, one step closer on the path to happiness. 

i will not run away. :)

 or float away. :)

or fly away.          or jump away.

just keep on smiling.

keep on living.

keep on, keep on.

peace.love.

whenever i hear something i don't want to forget, i write it down QUICK before i forget :) so just thought i'd share some things that struck me enough to write them down: 

I've never been so lost-

I've never been so happy.

i wish you could turn me onto the

idea of growing old together.

LOVE is for losers who are too afraid to be alone -Hyde

No, your thinking of kittens -Eric (That 70s Show)

[standing outside strictly dubstep @ mtsu]

I just like bassnectar because he's different.. He has a special musical element that makes him different from everyone else. -Josh

Yeah, BASS! -Cass

Yeah, and NECTAR! -Pinky

hahahaha.

create your own path.

create your own happy place.

i'm on the road to happiness.

i'm riding smoothly on the 

peace train.

what I'm traveling on.